tuesday~ normal sch day( day 2 )
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hahs.. morning so tired tt i wake up at 6:30.. in fact still dun wish to get up.. lOlx.. hahas.. but still got up le..

then went sch reach sch just in time.. hahas..

lesson was quite normal and boring "//... haiix.. wanted to sleep but i know if i fall asleep sure get scolding so never sleep.. lols.. bored..

then after sch was raining heavily... so cant go home then alvin they all ask me go CS go there play computer.. lols.. was surfing the net... -.-.. so net.. surf lan.. -.-... hahas.. then onli surf awhile then they all went home so also went home but saw simping went yutai hse so i tag along.. hahas..

was playing game in yutai hse then he got a sofa so comfortable that immediately ahile after simping lied on it.. he fall asleep -.-.. lols.. realli so comfortable ?!.. then yutai play gunbound n i play his PSP.. hahas.. was playing a game called " lokuroku".. LOls.. the game damn cute.. was abt a moving jelly where u have to tilt the screen and jump around and when eaten smth like tomato.. it grow larger and could be split into parts. LOL>.. then sound effect all so cute.. hahas..

playd till nearly 6+ so went home then play at home gunbound with them then now blog lo..

nowadays si bei siiax..

jiayou guys! for tml de friendly match.. =D.. i dun think i can go .. "/.. mrs hong -.-


" i will give u time.. will u give me chance ?.."

monday-- normal sch dae..

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haiix.. morning went t sch and reach sch at 7 am .. -.-.. sch look so empty with ppl.. zzz.. so walked arund n saw james yilong they all so sat down and have a little chit chat about gunbound .. hahas...

during assembly onli can see onli the express classes.. haiix.. the whole sch is onli occupied by us and some other NAs.. lolx.. felt so empty.. during A maths lesson ... lolx.. so funny nia.. mrs ramesh was keep talking and her focus was all on me .. she kept looking at me and jessle beside me kept laughing whenever she saw mrs ramesh keep looking at me.. LOLx... then yilong they all siao siao duing E maths lesson where mrs Ng cant find our class we close all the lights try not to let her find us but in the end she still found us.. lolx.. then she asked why all lights are close then they sae is my birthday -.-.. then cannot deny as deny sure get they all into trouble so admit it was my birthday -.-. then they all sang birthday song for me -.-... wth.. hahas..

during chemistry lesson was even more fun .. lolx.. though it was 2 hr but had realli enjoyed the lesson though.. hahas.. mrs hong ask me wad is positive.. i i told her its plus " + " .. LOl.. then the whole class went mad kept laughing.. hahs..

then after lesson wentback to class to chit chat awhile abt our game gunbound again.. lolx.. we planned to play tonight as a team.. lolx..

just played finished gunbound with those guys and enjoyed quite alot.. hahas..


x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

i saw u .. but dunno how to face u ... now worst.. dunno how to communicate with u.. haiix..
did god realli gave me the path of give up on u ?.. why ?.. i just wan to like a simple girl.. cant i just like ?.. "/... but i know.. she will never like me.. haiix.. just hope tt if she like anyguy .. the guy would like her back and take good care of her so whenever i see her happy..

i will be happy too.. ((:

" w "

saturdae- bloody day

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haiix.. woked up early in the morning to play computer games.. then near lunch time i started to prepare my lunch where i accidentally cut my fingers.. the piece flesh was cut off but i felt numb.. as if theres no cut..

i sat down and suddenly surrounding things turn white i thought i will be dead soon but in another while the colours came back -.-.. but still felt numb.. weak.. cold.. very tired.. felt like sleeping but i told myself if i sleep.. this shall be my end and i cant let it end here.. i still got a long way to go..

then i search drawers for plaster but couldnt find any so decided to go down to provision shop and buy.. while on the way many ppl was looking at my injured finger... is it realli so nice to watcg ?.. -.-..

then buy le use le went arcade play since no one jio me out.. haix.. then went home online blogging chatting msning.. hahas..




" i m lost again guys! "..
-dead.

no mood to post ...

wednesdae- the dae tt shangjie die

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a pinful dae tt i will never forget how stupid idiot i am... i dunno u will be here to see my blog or not.. but wad i wan to sae is sorry for those stupid messages... i had never thought of tt i will be sending those messages to u .. never.. those msgs were realli sent out of folly/anger... which nw i realise tt i shldnt let those things control over me..

losing u is losing a part of my life... which could onli be retrieve when u forgive me and i forgive myself for wad i had did.. right now i just wish tt u could gave me another chance to makeup wadever i had did wrong so as to gain ur trust again ... though now cant be with u but i will be ur guardian tt protects u from wadever harm even if its cost my life!! .. i promised... i wont let anyone harm u !

i m sorry ...

life is meaningless without u ...
will u give me another chance ?..

tuesdae ~ ooutings..

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muahahs.. todae went tiong bahru with ivone simping celestine alvin jessle yilong kathlyn yutai and shi min..

hahas..went there to watch Deathnote together..

during the show some bastards sit behind me keep laughing talking so loudd. zzz then when watching keep pissed by them then i keep turning my head to warn them .. lolx.. then yi long du lan scold them @#$%^&*@#$%^&@#$%^... hahas.. then they diam but then after the show we look back ..its just a bunch of kids
-.-.. wth.. hahas..

then walk ard tiong bahru plaza had some dinner at kfc then went home together ^^ ..
@#$%^& send !@#$%^& home.. lols.. was so envious.. xD...



" i will give u time as u need a rest like what u had said to me...

but i will never give up on u as i made a promised..

i will just keep waiting .. if cant be together.. i will be ur guardian tt protects u whenever i can .."

i love u ..

monday ~training

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hahas.. todae went sch early met jl at 7am then he 7:10 then turned up.. -.-..

hahas.. then went sch with him .. poa lesson was lectured by ms chua.. she seems angry with our attitude and behaviour ?.. are we going too far?.. well i think so .. hahas..

then went came to e maths lesson.. tt xxxxing mrs NG si bei kb... na bei .. celestine turn her heard onli then she started suan celest.. could see celest going to cry .. zzz.. so xxxx lo mrs NG... na bei ... teacher liao bu qi a?..

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forwarding..



training.. lols.. was a nice weather to train then it suddenly rain then went to run in the sch.. ><.. so tired.. hahas.. but then had improved a bit of stamina as i determined to run even though i dun hab the strength to .. but at least i tried.. =D.. so i not disappointed with myself.. muahahah.. after running then go home le -.-.. si bei siian.. tml going out .. sweet.. ><...

dunno how would it turn out to be.. hope it will be pleasant..

" i just wan nth but u ..
but i dun think i can get it .. "

saturday - outing

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hahas.. yOx.. its time for me shangjie to blog a new post again .. muahaha..

morning ~~

woke up at 6 -.-.. then cant get back to sleep so wake up and get into dota ^^.. hahas..
play till 8+ then watch one piece till 11+ then yilong came my hse and i packed my bag to go gym ^^ with simping , jian ling , junming .. haha..

met them at Jurong East swimming complex then started doing gym excerise ^^


noon ~~~

was in gym till abt 2+ then we went for lunch at KFC... then shortly after tt went to boon lay place arcade to had games of dota.. hahas.. was fun though killing and dying quite alot.. alot of us was laughing while playing game.. guess it was GG.. =D.. hahas..

night

play till 7+ then went home bath use come till now then post.. ^^

i still cant control myself to stop lovin u .. "
where r u ?... "

thursday- found tt ppl lost trust in me..

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haiix.. i just wan to tell u tt tt dae i realli accidentally then leak it out.. i am not purposely to leak it.. cox its a promise for u n me.. i dun wan to lost trust from u ... i trust so must tot tt u will also trust me.. but then realise ever since i accidentally i leak tt thing... ur trust for me seems to have lost..

i m sorry ...


i swear here i will gain ur trust back and not to leak anything tt i promised u ever again ...

trust me again ?

wednesday- moderation dae
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hahas.. todae no need go sch .. xD.. but then at home made me quite bored but go out also dunno go where -.-.. haiix..

morning surfing net ... watch clips ... play game till abt noon then sinhou come my hse to help me fix my eudemononlines then realise my resolution is not high enough to play .. haiix.. my stupid old com.. think its time to change a new 1.. hahas..

then he came le watch clip also.. watched hard gay and some clips of naruto.. hahas.. then went to colour court play bball .. xD.. saw Yk/ wc/ yi le and wendy holding on to flyers.. hahas.. then knew they went to work.. lols...

then near evening went makan with yl jl sinhou and matthew.. hahas.. was keep talking abt matthew and yilong is twin brother.. xD.. " brother of fatness " LOL... xD.. lols..

hahas.. then went home online chat play games till now then nth to do so blog lo.. xD>. muahaha.. then later gonna dl movie.. dunno where to go tml after sch.. haix


" where'd u go ?.. "

shang jie..

tuesday ~~ late day?
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lolx.. todae actually dun wan to go sch de..

then woke up early in the morning abt 5+ watch some anime... till 7+ then realise i had nth to do at home then y not go to sch.. hahas.. smsed simping jin he and yilong and onli yilong replied... when i was in toilet making buisness jinhe said he was in gekpoh late too.. hahas.. so in the end met up with him at 679 for breakfast..

then having meal half way simping smsed me said he was late too.. lols... then i went go sch with jinhe abt 8:53 had to stay outside general office while before entering class.. then went to SEL lesson .. hahas..

then all the way had lesson till 1:40 then realise mr johny tan never come so early released.. hahas.. went to the classroom next to our classroom to sleep till 3:30 then go meet mrs ramesh to let her scold ><.. hahas..

then went home play com till now then blog lo.. hahas..

sry for distrubing u this few days ...

sj//

Sundae
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hiie guys !.. hahas finally i came back to blog le..
lol.. well these few weeks alot major things happen therefore i dun wish to recall it so dun wanna write here.. xD...

todae woke up play games then ate breakfast bought by dad...

noon went arcade with jl wc xl play dota.. hahas.. oWnage.. XD..

then play till evening came back home play com.. nth to do then blog lo.. hahas..

haiix.. not very sastified with my results.. i failed A maths and combined humanities.. while others sub pass with dull colours.. haiix... but quite happy with my poa marks which i scored 78.5 ^^.. so proud.. hahas

alright tml then continue to post bah..

Deep In Thought...

monday - mad dae

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i really had nth to sae abt u le.. wad i can sae is ...

u

bias...


guppy i love u ^^ .. =D

sunday -- wtf dae

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zzzzzz... dunno why i m born into this kind of family

sis can do wadever things she want ... all she need is just to cry then my parents will give her wad she wants..

wad abt me?.. do i also have to cry for the things i want?.. -.-...

i very disappointed in my parents .. my sis wants to go out then my parents ask me to bring her out..

i had no where to bring her to .. so still must bring her out ?... zzzzzzzzz

then they said from next sundae onwards if never bring her out then i must go into shop while my fatehr bring her out.. wtf.. u sae wan to bring her out.. actually u wan to eat snake take a rest de lo.. knn.. want to rest sae la.. use this kind of stupid reasons.. everytime threaten me to go into shop to help out..

arent i human ?... y i dun hab a choice to choose?.. wtf..

how i wish i dun hab parents ever since i met u this kind of stupid father.. onli know how to slack..

hate me all u want!

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