hohoho.. merry christmas to all my friends out there >=).. even if its my enemies.. merry christmas too!!.. xD...

well ytd went out to watch movie with edmund simping matt yilong and other ppls.. then end up in 2 groups as 1 group wanna watch death note 2 and the other wanna watch night at the musseum*( dunno how to spell .. *ps ) .. ahhas.. then after that went orchard walk walk was so cram and walk till abt 9+ then start to head back home but i never return home as i went to ***** hse and sleep.. hahas.. was a fun night.. =X...

then today morning 8am then return home and was quite tiring ... wth... Bnet acc was banned again.. T.T.. then i went back to sleep as no mood le.. sleep till afternoon abt 2+ then mum call me to go prepare as wanan go out eat steamboat together.. hahs..then was late and kept everyone waiting for me.. loL.. eat le then going home and this stupid thing happen...

i was walking on a dark path.. then suddenly the background turned out to be suddenly so bright and i was hearing church song.. wtf.. i at tat time tot i died liao.. LOl.. i slap myself and realise i was not dreaming.. so i turn ard and look behind.. wtf.. its was group of ppls 20+ they singing church song performing.. LOL.. wtf... was shocked.. then take mrt went back home now blog then talk to my kangaroo ^^. hahas.. she was cute! xD...

nitex guys!!
-sj

by the time i posting this post... i m already dead..x)).. my heart is not moving... is hasnt been moving for 4 days.. the ending and beginning... hahs..

ask for me tomorrow and you shall find me a dead man.. xD..

-deadass

lols.. today .. hmm went library to finish my e maths homework and somehow left a few questions.. ahhas.. then went to eat with celest serene audrey my sister and simping at mac.. walk for awhile then went home le.. hahas.. think aud they all think i angry w my sister for tagging me to lib .. hmm i m not.. not at all.. i was just tired so attitude was bad today .. sry guys ^^...

to laird:

hmm if u came to my blog and look at this post.. leave a tag at my tag box.. haahs.. dunno u still remember who u r and who i am or not.. but then these msgs are for u .. i dunno i will change for the good or bad but still i will change.. haiix.. wish u all de best..

haiix so many days never blog le.. so much things happen ..

so much things needed me to do ... so much affairs to attend to .. so much trainings..

today went friendly match with Juying sec and we won .. guessed its a good game.. early in the morning woke up was raining so i tot friendly cancel so msg quite a number of person but kiathow told me to go .. so went there.. watch the Juyinians mopping the floor trying to make it dry while we just sit there watch they mop .. xD.. hahas..

after match went home watch final destination 3 but was too disgusting so didnt carry on watching so went to do my e maths hmk .. left a few questions .. muahaha.. hoping to complete each subject de homework by each day .. ahhas.. butt i know i wont be able to finish it .. left a few days to sch opening...

all the best to upcoming couples and ...
its me alone to against everyone...
its me against the music!..

the world is rotating and changin..
so do i ...

hahas... bored day today.. kept raining.. haiix.. went make visa then went home le....

' im sorry but i m giving up on you
' i think its too hard for me to handle..
' and too hard for me to accept.. haiix..

given up!

hohoho... guys.. lols.. same quite someday since i last posted again.. hahas.. was way too bored and lazy to blog.. xD...

almost eeryday go out.. and yesterday went to yilong house and sleep...zzzz... actually come my hse de then yilong de mummy dun let him come so cannot come.. haiis.. LOL.. hahs.. then no choice lo we went over when the show " prison break " was over... was walking to his house... on the way talk quite a lot with simping..

simping
-a guy that i dun have anything to quarrel with him
-.-...

lolx.. siian lo.. was actually finding something to quarrel with him but realise.. theres nth to quarrel about!!.. ..-.-....

then was at yilong hse le... yilong keep bringing in the BBQ food that he went to and brough back some food was so good that it was meant for us.. hahas..then we play this game that whoever sleep first shall be slapped by other 2 .. then i pretend to be sleeping.. dun wan to answer them when they call my name,.... then yilong slap me -.-... wtf... lols.. then a while later all tired le so all sleep. -.-.. hahas..

I WAN TO IMPROVE!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss'd you... where'd you go ?... can we start all over again ?..

heyy guys .. hahas.. sorry for not updating so long le.. well was busy witha lot of things and alot of things happen so didnt had much time to blog.. =)

ytd went to bugis bought a long pants and A shirt with junming.. hahas.. he bought quite alot.. a bag shirt and a 3/4 pants.. my pants was rather special ?.. hmm.. it looks like souble layer wheras the outer layer was so low.. hahas.. but rather cool ^^ .. hahas.. junming also got himself some beautiful STYLE pants and shirts... hahas..

then went to vivocity immediately to meet with celest shimin audrey simping and alvin lee there.. lols.. they were also walking at there looking at stuff and clothes.. hahas.. walk ard the vivocity and found out somehow rather a guess of honour is coming.. is Chow Ren Fa.. lolx..... tot is Jay chou as they keep playing his song.. but didnt get to see his face in reality as we are rushing time to go home.. hahas..


then today went out to do homework.. but onli completed 1 revision onli.. wtf... left 2 weeks nia.. next week realli must pia the books already.. if not i will sure die for my O level.. i surely dun wan that.. muahaha



To laird :
lolx.. jiayou in everything u do .. no matter wad u do .. wrong or right... i will support u as long as u wanted to do that thing.. i wont care is wrong or right i will support u to the end.. hehex.. i will always be free from 24/7 to receive ur calls cry chat accompany.. ^^.. so..

jiayou!!


-sj

thursday

woot.. today went outing with celestine simping jessle alvin shimin yilong audrey james hazel hein hein li juan yutai Ivone edmund and last but not least ME!!!... hahas

went to west coast but was quite wet then sat down there talk talk play play but was already 2+ when we reach there then play awhile 4+ le -.-.... time flies so fast.. then went to meet siewteng at westmall and she looks much pretty in todays de costume.. hahas.. but of cox much TALKATIVE ever since she came back from Malaysia... secretly went to buy cake and brought back to west coast then secretly light the candle and esscort the cakes to the birthday boy yutai and belated birthady girl lijuan.. hahas.. sang song for them .. xD.. lolx..

then near 5+ le.. time to set off since some of the girls need to reach home nearly so went to the near MRT which is clementi and some of the girls went off first and left with celestine ivone shimin and audrey .. then we went to play pool but only i m 16 which is allowed to play and the others cannot play -.-.. haiix.. so ended up play some arcade games... then went to eat MAC and went home le..


seeing u smiling is the best moment of my life..
it brights up my day ..
but .....
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

wednesday

lolx.. today didnt go for work.. instead went for bball training.. hahas.. polishing my skills and stamina.. lolx.. hahas.. then play till 11+ went to eat at 679 with yewhuey and johnson.. hmm..

went home .. sleep. chat in msn then no more lo.. no life.. haiix..

then at night quarrel with parents.. cant they be more understanding?..
these few weeks quarrel with quite alot of ppl le.. haiix.. shall find an end to this meaningless war..

hope tml is a great day..
JUICE by that.. ^^.. cya guys..

i miss'd u..

tuesday

o.o.. went to work today and was late when i reach the control room to meet joshua and zikun .. hahas.. others all dun wan to work today .. haiix..

reach office so siianx.. looks so isolated ? ... xD.. nvm la went ard talk talk make friends then wait for the prime time to come to start the day off.. muahaha..

then was team with aldred and stacy a 3rd day girl.. went to eat lunch with them at lunch then start work at raffles ...MY GOAL TODAY IS TO " mantaince a great attitude , doesnt count the amount of donation i collect , just great attitude will do! ".. hahas.. then was keep cheering and encourage for this stacy.. well she lacks of confidence and independence and got attitude problem and today is the day to choose to let her stay in company or toast her but in the end she got toasted as bcox of her working attitude so " ANTI SOCIAL " ... haiix.. was cheering her up the whole day so end up collecting only $70 for today .. wth..

then went to eat dinner with yong liang , edwin , joshua , dioreen , kenneth/keniv ?.. hahas.. and last but not least patricia.. ate at some sort of open restraunt and was yong liang treating us all and if not hear wrong the bill was $100 +.. O.O.. hahas.. thx yong liang for the meal. JUICE for that.. =D..

came home alone in mrt then was thinking abt her...

how is she?..

what is she doing now ?..

haiix... "/..


so many times i double click on u... type " hello " but seems like enter is so hard to press and in the end .. i press " esc " ...

just changed to a old song ... well its really a very very old song tt i heard when i was primary 2.. was lucky to find this song again cox its quite meaningful.. heres the lyrics..

i read a note my grandma wrote
back in 1923
grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me

he said boy you might not understand
but a long long time ago
grandmas daddy didn't like me none
but i loved your grandma so

we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
get married in the first town we came to and live forever
but nailed to the tree where we were suppose to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said:

if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me

i read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
in the doorway of the church where me and gandpa stopped to pray
i know i've never seen him cry
in all my fifteen years
but as he said these words to her
his eyes filled up with tears

if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me

and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me

argh my life...

everytime when the sunlight shines through my house.. i will witness someone die... maybe the next time .. i will witness my own death ?... hope it will fast so it will be painless.. >D



-wad shall i do next?
-stand and rot ?

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