i read a note my grandma wrote
back in 1923
grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me

he said boy you might not understand
but a long long time ago
grandmas daddy didn't like me none
but i loved your grandma so

we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
get married in the first town we came to and live forever
but nailed to the tree where we were suppose to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said:

if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me

i read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
in the doorway of the church where me and gandpa stopped to pray
i know i've never seen him cry
in all me fifteen years
but as he read these words to her
his eyes filled up with tears

if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me

and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love, me...

haiis.. damn bad day for me..

affter sch le.. someone call from Chestnut Drive Secondary said wanna settle some problems with me.. he say wanna meet me 1 on 1.. on phone say till so steady.. said meet 3pm so wait outside sch till 3 but still not yet come.. jianlin was with me.. then pekcek liao so went find him... when saw him saw him alone so ok lo.. stick to the promised 1 on 1 so let jianlin stay quite a distance from me.. then went with him.. but slowly slowly 1 by 1 his friends come out.. i was like wtf?

then nvm lo.. since he also tell his friends to stay away say wanna 1 on 1 talk with me.. then talk talk talk.. he say he not happy with me le.. wanna 1 on 1 with me.. zzzzz.. then i remember he talk over phone say onli wanna talk wont fight.. zzzzz.. he smoked and come closer n closer to me.. and gave me a punch on my left eyes.. WTF!.. i was like 1 sided blinded.... handicap.. and he continue to beat me.. then i defended myself and slam his head to the mail box and continue the fight..

then i was like winning or ownning smth like that though he did hit me sometimes.. den here comes in an extra person.. he whack me from the back.. zzz.. i turn and whack them together.. i was ganged.. zzzzzzz.. fuck la.. then lucky 3rd person came in pull the 2nd out said it was their fight.. or else i think i raelli cannot handle 2.... though onli suffer eye injuries..

then i winning liao.. the guy no more energy to hit me.. he made excuses" song le ? happy le? " i anything just " yar.. so ?" then simping and jianlin junming climb out of school fences... chased them but they say they run too fast liao-.-.. zzzzzzz onli thing i know is that they from Chestnut Drive Sec.. and from 369 ( cos when i saw those 4 friends he brought i asked him.. woah.. i tot 1 person ? why 5?. then he say this is how 369 ppl do things.. fk it.. damn hate 369 ppl from now on.. "

then went nearby clinic and doctor said i onli had bruises.. 2 days shall gone.. haahs.. guess i realli had a good body .. :P.. lOls.. to be able to smile and laugh at this point of time is a good thing right? ahahah ^^

actually called them up to come back n talk.. they so hum.. * aiya.. things over le.. wad use we come back ? dun wan la dun wan la.. * bunch of humjis.. was like continue talking to them for about 1/2 hours.. still dun dare to come back find us.. zzz hate them.. 369 and chestnut drive sec..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz den went back interhouse basketball match.. hahas.. got 2nd.. well done zikun , ming hui, and yew huey!.. hahas.. u all did ur best le so cheer up ok ? (:

thx to all buddies who accompanied after the fight.. realli appreciated it alot!! ehehx
-zikun , yewhuey , william, minghui, kiathow, yongkeong, ccy, jianlin, kenny argh,.. still got damn loads.. sorry if never write ur name.. cox i realli forget got who le.. but realli thx u guys!.. (:

blaack day for me..
guessed tml wont be going sch..
dun wan face ppl with this kind of eyes i have..
-shangjie

i learnt to let go the past where i used to belong

i woke up. they are already gone for THEIR PURPOSE

i have to move on and find my new friends or else find my own purpose

i learnt they will never come back again. perhaps?

ahahahahaha..

ytd went kathlyn de birthday chalet at PA assosciaton. took quite a long time tere.
quite a fun day eat there and drink alot of beer that result i was so hot and red and everyone thinks that i m drunk but i aint, i will never get drunk. hahas

then today went library with peiyi
she study and i do my a maths homework.
she always bully and disturb me =(
hahas. oh ya today is partime angel.
sry peiyi.. hahas

so long never blog le. wonder if theres still anyone who wish to come my blog and tag me like last time used to hav or i simply have to move on alone?
well i guessed its me alone against the music..
LONER
-sj

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!!!

Come to me, clouds.

May you rise as an evil storm born to rip them open.

Let the cover of night bear witness

and destroy those who resist so they shall harm me not.

Let the blood of many cleanse me,

preserving beauty eternal,

I pray you...

put my life on the line of the game.
-shangjie the broken.

lols.. so many days never post le.. well.. i also thinks that nobody would actually care abt i got update ornot.. hehex.. xDD

everyone is so busy doing their things, meeting their PPL. hahas.. all the laughter, funs last time used to have isnt there anymore.. "/.. xDD.. nvm.. ppl do change right?. maybe somehow someday i will change too ? better or not?.. ahaha

we cant return to the old days where i used to play with my buddies. they all are gone!
Shangjie wake up!!
ahahas!!

xDD
realising that now hope its not too late.. time to move on to find the other group of friends.. xDD
1 is dead.
1 is half dead but soon dead too.
1 is totally dead - ignorance
1 is alright.. abit alive.. xDD.. muahahas..

onli left me is alive till that day particular day ?.. xDD

lols.. think realli must go run le.. i look into mirror.. wtf.. i still so fat.."/.. i dun like myself now.. its so fat.. i gonna cut down on my weight!!.. ><..

jiayou shangjie jiayou!!
-sjj..

: realising to the end.. its still me walking alone.. xDD

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